Dance in the Full Moon

O, the Frailty of Memory

Sunday, December 4, 2011

12.4

If I were honest with myself, I could see the truths I'm missing. For instance: I broke mom's case at the age of three. It wasn't the dog. I never was nice enough to my grandmother. It wasn't her attitude. I stole a cd from the store. It wasn't a prank. I ran a car off a bridge. It wasn't the rain. I hit my girlfriend. It wasn't her fault. I'm addicted to liquor. It's not under my control. I'm not right with God. It's not his prerogative.

I'm dying in here. It's up to me to get out.
Too bad I'm not honest with myself.

1 comment:

  1. "I'm not right with God. It's not his prerogative.

    "I'm dying in here. It's up to me to get out.
    Too bad I'm not honest with myself."

    I suppose repeating this to you does nothing, but it's all I've got.

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