Thursday, December 30, 2010
12.30
Monday, December 27, 2010
12.27
Monday, December 20, 2010
12.20
"It has to make sense, Watson. Eliminate every other possibility (plant, rock, clam) and the only remaining option has to be what it is, no matter how preposterous."
Sunday, December 19, 2010
12.19c
12.19b
12.19
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
in der Nacht 1
12.15c
12.15b
12.15
For my yoke is easy and my burden is light. But a "yoke" is difficult, and a "burden" is heavy. Cast your cares upon the Lord, for he will deliver you in the time of bondage. But my arms are tied to my side; I can't throw anything anywhere.
Friday, December 10, 2010
12.10
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
12.8
thanks (issue number 10)
time alone
time with friends
time being productive
time doing nothing
time to hate
time to forgive
time in happiness
time in sorrow
time
thanks (issue number 9)
Stephen Barry
Ok Go
Hush Sound
A Fine Frenzy
Daft Punk
Muse
Gnarls Barkley
the Beatles
Vienna Teng
Music
Monday, December 6, 2010
12.7
Watson scuttled up to Sherlock. "You've been silent for four hours now, Sherri."
thanks (issue number 8)
collarbones
noses
fingers
glasses
curls
calves
ears through hair
ripples
eyebrows
striate cortex
thanks (issue number 7)
Khepri
Ulysses
And the Eyebrow Twitched
All He Wanted was for Her to Hurt Less
The Definition of Love
imagination
creativity
concision
words
audience
Saturday, December 4, 2010
thanks (issue number 6)
waterfalls
valleys
treehouses
forts
creeks
brambles
tree swings
swimming holes
imagination
childhood
Friday, December 3, 2010
thanks (issue number 5)
John Mark
John the Apostle
Paul (re:Saul)
CSLewis
JRRTolkien
Frank Herbert
Orson Scott Card
Jonathan Safran Foer
Robert Heinlein
William Golding
Thursday, December 2, 2010
12.2
"Is fine. But it is all for you, not for me. This is my first, and greatest case." Sherlock drew himself up to his fullest extension and gesticulated grandly with his bubble pipe. "This," Sherlock paused a bit too long for dramatic effect "is my finest hour."
thanks (issue number 4)
my video games
my t-shirts
my ties
my cslewis books
my sci-fi books
my pennies
my car
my music
my ipod
mr grunderson
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
thanks (issue number 3)
my mind
my health
my education
my religion
my upbringing
my identity
my singing
my teaching
my writing
my readers
11.30b
"No, that's what I'm trying to ask."
11.30a
"Aww, sorry Sherri. I had no idea. Shall I . . ."
thanks (issue number 2)
my mother
my father
my sister
my brother
my grandmother
my roommate
my coworkers
my friends
my pets
my God
Monday, November 29, 2010
11.29
thanks (issue number 1)
I am alive
I am male
I am tall
I pulled out of a nosedive
My shoes fit
I'm not bald yet
All my parts still work
I have too much money
I have a support network
I am sane and self-aware
Sunday, November 28, 2010
11.28a
This (ravishing) woman will then see both my bravery and gentleness and be drawn to me like iron to a magnet, like a bee to a flower, like rain to the ground, or more poetically, a fly to poop.
I don't know why I wish this, but I guess I can surmise a few things.
I want a woman who is physically vulnerable, but values things other than physical strength. In other words, she
1. needs protection
2. doesn't want protection
Perhaps that is why my relationships to date have not quite worked.
Perhaps it is saying something about the mixed influences of my mother and father.
Perhaps it is perfect. This last possibility I highly doubt.
Thursday, November 18, 2010
11.18b
11.18
Monday, November 15, 2010
Friday, November 12, 2010
11.12
Thursday, November 11, 2010
11.11b
11.11
Someday he would crash. He spent enough time in the air that it was a statistical certainty. But not today.
Wednesday, November 10, 2010
11.10
Monday, November 8, 2010
11.8a
Friday, November 5, 2010
11.5b
11.5a
I nodded slowly, but I still wasn't following what he was saying.
He quickly strode past me to the cracked window and stared out of it into the gloom. "I'm not sure how to make this more clear. Your particular mutation has been very beneficial to your abilities. You say you've fathered a child, so you still have a reproductive capacity . . . you may be the future of the human race. Do you understand?" He gestured wildly, face sweaty, dust collecting on his perspiration and running tracks through the dust on his face.
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
11.3
Tuesday, November 2, 2010
11.2
Friday, October 29, 2010
10.29a
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
10.27c
10.27b
10.27a
Friday, October 22, 2010
2.23
10.22a
"Fine!" She throws up her hands and storms out.
Sunday, October 17, 2010
10.17a
Him and his
Saturday, October 16, 2010
10.16b
10.16a
Wednesday, October 13, 2010
10_13b
Today I will not write something creative, but discuss creativity.
I lose all of my gusto/chutzpah/power to do anything when I am tired/stressed/angry. Mostly stressed. I have to have down time to equal out and cancel my stress. I have juuuuuust enough work this semester that I have been able to keep up day-to-day without doing anything excessive. Now, however, I have two two-page papers due within a week and the idea of that is making me want to play a video game.
Am I running away? Or am I actually acting normally and just blowing off steam? I think it's the second one, but part of me is afraid it's the first.
I need to let my wife/long-term employers know this tidbit about me. With sufficient downtime, I perform admirably and am happy a majority of the time. Without sufficient downtime, I perform fine for a week and crash for a month. I am like a car running along the edge of a cliff. I need to put my hands on the wheel and feel like I am in control often enough or else I will eventually run off a cliff and never come back.
Bad news.
10_13a
It doesn't matter, though. Because she's blind.
Monday, October 11, 2010
10.11b
It wasn't particularly important at the time. It seemed obvious to him. She understood. It wasn't worth saying. Haha.
It's important to know.
10.11a
My life is like a rickshaw.
(I don't yet know why, but I just feel like it is. Let me explain on the fly, because I haven't heard of it before.)
I'm on a trip. I feel like I'm in a different country, and I need to get from here to there and I'm doing it as fast as I can. I am going somewhere, but I don't feel like I'm changing on the way. I can smell and see and hear things but I can't stop to savor them. I have to run past. I'm going to have to pay for my trip, and I don't know the person I'm paying, so I begrudge it.
The road is bumpy. I'm going to wake up bruised and the worse for wear. I don't feel like the person pulling the rickshaw really cares what I'm feeling or how I'm suffering, and all of my cries of pain have no effect on the back of their unfeeling head. I can see other people walking, jostling through a crowd, or being pulled in their rickshaws. Each ignores the others' cries. I can't help, so I ignore as well. It causes less pain for me. It doesn't change my desire for them to notice me.
The one thing I am sure of is that someone is pulling my cart. But I don't pay attention to the rickshaw driver. I can't tell if he's talking to me anyway, so I don't think I'm missing anything. I've told him my destination, but I realize that he might take me his own path, off the main road, because he knows the town. He might even take me to the wrong place, because we aren't speaking the same language. I'm not even sure I got the name of the place right.
But God knows where I'm going and I'm glad he's pulling me.
Friday, October 8, 2010
10.8a
Thursday, October 7, 2010
10.7a
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
10.6a
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
10.5a
I throw my head back and laugh. It sounds dry and raspy, but it is mine. Really, "laugh" is not quite right. I bray. It is long and loud and it comes from my gut and it rasps along in great gasping wheezes of breath that scrape the ceiling.
Saturday, October 2, 2010
10.2
Friday, October 1, 2010
10.1b
10.1
My fingers quiver lightly over my chin. I prickle myself. The best part of a haircut is the sea of short hair at the nape of my neck. Now, the best part of hair has migrated to my face. I look weird because I rub my cheeks a little too much.
Thursday, September 30, 2010
9.30a
I found it on my clothes today. I killed it. I was justified; it was invading my space after I clearly told it that I didn't like it, and I would only tolerate it if I didn't have to think of it if it stayed in its own space and I stayed in mine.
My opinion was clearly outlined. Why do I feel like a murderer?
When you write about something as having an identity, do you make it more of a thing? Are we defined by our definition?
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
9.29b
Or at least that's the way I write my poems.
-the ghost of e. e. cummings
9.29a
"Lip flipped the trip stick. Frog slogged through dog bogs. Rocket stocked the pocket locket."
Lorraine abstained from sane.
Tuesday, September 28, 2010
9.28b
9.28
Thursday, September 23, 2010
9.22
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
9.21
Sunday, September 19, 2010
9.20
Wednesday, September 15, 2010
9.15
Tuesday, September 14, 2010
9.14
Monday, September 13, 2010
9.13
When you have found the place that no one will go, somehow, you become Conquistador.
Sunday, September 12, 2010
9.12c
9.12b
9.12a
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
9.8
I selectively took the caramel from my pocket. And then….. I began frenching Draco sexily.
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
9.7b
9.7
Sunday, September 5, 2010
9.5a
Friday, September 3, 2010
9.3b
9.3a
Thursday, September 2, 2010
9.2a
Monday, August 30, 2010
8.29
Sunday, August 29, 2010
I didn't write this but it is brilliant.
NSFW 302-8a3
Hereby designated Specimen 8a3, it is a small example of an object classified as NSFW-302 under the █████████ Multi Level Catalog. Specimen 8a3 is a small 102x232 image retrieved from the browser cache of support personnel 821311 during the investigation that ensued after 821311's desiccated body was found in sub level B32.
Specimen 8a3 is known to induce violent bleeding in most test subjects from several orifices, most notably the eye sockets. In addition, some individuals may be compelled to perform acts of ████████, wherein pieces of clothing are ███████ and other bodily fluids forcibly ██████ █████. In all cases where the viewing time was enough for cognitive registration, subjects are either killed instantly due to trauma and/or excessive blood loss or otherwise reduced to a permanent vegetative state.
The nature of psychological hazard posed by Specimen 8a3 makes analysis difficult. Copies of the image exhibit the same properties. Color shifting and other image distortion methods prove ineffective in mitigating its effects. Based on data acquired from fragments of the image, Specimen 8a3 is known to be mostly flesh toned although some, generally from the central region of 8a3 have more reddish hues. There is also what appears to be a human ██████ in one of the fragments, awaiting the results of further analysis for confirmation. Histogram data from multiple instances indicate the image may be polymorphic as well.
Specimen 8a3 is currently protected by multi-factor encryption and stored in a ███████ thumb drive physically secured in Facility ████. Based on the circumstances surrounding the discovery of the specimen, it is highly likely that copies are still floating around the internet, although there have been no further reports of cases matching the effects of Specimen 8a3. The Foundation has enacted Protocol ███ in an effort to catch a copy in the wild, and proxy servers have been installed in major office buildings around the world that will attempt to recognize 8a3, but success is limited by the polymorphic nature of the subject.
Saturday, August 28, 2010
8.28
"ARE YOU SAYING YOU GIVE UP?" came the booming reply.
Friday, August 27, 2010
8.27
"My name is Professor [Prickworthy Pooppants] Lane, and if you [want to leave] have any questions, address them to [my rump] me. If any of you are [more intelligent than me] in the wrong [hellhole] class, now would be a good time to [hit me in the face with a brick] leave. I [eat babies] hope you all [shrink up and die] have [two guns to do the job] a [minor migrane] good [psychiatrist] year."
Monday, July 26, 2010
7.26
Thursday, July 22, 2010
7.22
Monday, July 19, 2010
7.19c
7.19b
7.19
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
7.13
The fanatic preacher has us trapped in the crumbling architectural tableau. We gathered in the last room with a roof.
"Thank you for bringing her to me!" He shouts. "Please, stay and watch. This will be a fitting place for her baptism--the water in which humanity's last baptism took place will be the place where their first baptism takes place." He moves behind the girl and she walks forward unthinkingly. They exit out the hole in the wall into the holding area of the reservoir. The too-blue sky sits heavily overhead. The waters (absolutely still) ripple out from the motion of her feet. The crumbling building all around slopes down to the water's edge, making a giant basin.
I stand up, motioning to the rest of my crew. "She's gonna blow, and when she does, we don't want to be anywhere near here."
"What's happening?"
"As soon as her mouth hits that water, anything in that lake is as good as dead. Let's go."
The preacher drones as he holds the girl in the chest-deep water. "I now baptize you in the name . . ."
I walk around the corner and open the door to the outside. My crew files out the door. I turn around for one last look. The water washes over the girl's head, and instantly blows away. A too-large, half-translucent green snake whips out of the girl. Its striated body coils in the air above the shaking preacher. The snake's tail finally whips out of the girl's mouth and into the air, hundreds of feet behind the head. The Pure Elemental swallows the preacher and its host body whole. They dissolve completely before they pass a hundred feet through the serpent.
I shake my head.
The Pure Elemental sees my movement and turns one glassy yellow eye at me. I smile, and fire a single, green flare high into the air. I slide around the corner and out the door. I break into an easy trot.
Maybe tomorrow I'll be dead, but not today. Today, I live.
Thursday, July 8, 2010
7.6
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
6.23
I cried.
Thursday, June 10, 2010
6.10b
6.10
Friday, June 4, 2010
6.4
His clothes are sodden with sweat, but the slow evaporation doesn't cool him enough. The air has physical weight from all the water hanging in it. He is thirsty even though the air is as moist as his lungs. He sags even though he is walking downhill. He smiles even though he is angry.
The seven-year old boy in front of him turns and pierces laughter at a captured lizard.
His eyes crinkle in a real smile for the first time in a week.
It was worth it.
Monday, May 31, 2010
5.30a
"Hi!" I'm so excited. I should have called ages ago.
"Hello?"
"Howdy!"
"Oh, hi! Why did you call?"
"I realized I wasn't doing anything important, so I decided to change that by calling you." Surely that will at least engender a wry chuckle. I chuckle myself, amused by my clever joke.
"I'm sorry, I could only hear half of that. What did you say?"
[sigh] "Nothing."
[silence]
[pulls phone away from ear]
[from 3 bars to none in seconds flat]
Monday, May 24, 2010
5.24c
Sunday, May 23, 2010
5.24b
5.24a
Friday, May 21, 2010
5.21a
5.20c
Thursday, May 20, 2010
5.20b
5.20a
Wednesday, May 19, 2010
5.19a
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
5.18c
5.18b
5.18a
Friday, May 14, 2010
5.14b
5.14
Monday, May 10, 2010
5.10
Thursday, May 6, 2010
5.7
(This is my eleventy-first birthday! Alas, it is too short a time to spend among such excellent and admirable hobbits. I don't know half of you half as well as I should like; and I like less than half of you half as well as you deserve.)
(And Proudfoots.PROUDFEET!)